Birds come after me
By Dr K. Sachidanandan
Birds come after me, as if
I were a walking tree.
I spread my crown for them,
like the mushroom in the Russian children’s tale
growing ever wider to shelter
birds and beasts from rain.
I grow many hands,
from the legs for the parrots,
from the hip for crows,
from the belly and the back
for the cranes, eagles,
kingfishers and owls
and tiny twigs for
sparrows and treepies.
They fruit, my head opens out
like a tree top , and bats hang from them
undefined, between bird-ness and beastliness.
Birds come after me, as if
I were a walking tree.
I spread my crown for them,
like the mushroom in the Russian children’s tale
growing ever wider to shelter
birds and beasts from rain.
I grow many hands,
from the legs for the parrots,
from the hip for crows,
from the belly and the back
for the cranes, eagles,
kingfishers and owls
and tiny twigs for
sparrows and treepies.
They fruit, my head opens out
like a tree top , and bats hang from them
undefined, between bird-ness and beastliness.
My hairs blossom, butterflies looking for honey
surround my head like a halo.
As I watch each bird turns into a letter:
an alphabet of birds.
The wind passes between them,
they make many noises,
order themselves into lines,
resound with suggestions,
change places, combine
to become something else,
sing and tell stories.
Vanished hills and forests
crowd their memory,
dried up pools and streams,
roofs and telephone cables
with screams passing through them
and the scalding grammar
of electric current.
A tree is a dictionary of leaves.
My branches fill with poems,
the history of clouds*